First 11 years-Happy childhood bliss
Next 44 years- lost/fear/trauma/pain
5 years-intense/therapy/healed/free
55-57-wholeness/wellness/bliss
Never give up. If you have been damaged. If you’re hurting, living in fear, pain, anxious, depressed. It does not have to consume you. You have a choice. There is help available to restore you to wellness. You can heal. You do not have to settle for the life you were dealt.
Reach out! Ask for help! Let go of your ego, opinions, the fear of what others ‘might think’ and everything else that’s held you back from being empowered to walk courageously through this world and experience your best life!
You’ve got this! You, too, can come back from that grave you’ve been digging for yourself because you feel unloved, unaccepted, or never truly validated, or being enough for anyone.
Don’t have insurance? I can help. Don’t have a great therapist? I can help. Don’t know where to start? Reach out, I’ll respond. Don’t have the skills and tools in your arsenal to be able to successfully navigate through life? Ask me about that.
Yes, I’m a late bloomer, as are so many of you. I found myself after being lost for 44 years. I’ve been searching desperately ever since I was 11 to figure out what’s wrong with me, what happened to me, why do I not ever feel like I fit in? And, oh, the hoops I jumped through for 4 decades, dotting those I’s and crossing those T’s trying to be as perfect as I can be.
I can sum up those 44 yrs:
Always too much and never enough!
Don’t settle for the crumbs. There is a feast waiting for you on the other side of trauma, fear, and pain. It’s your choice. It’s hard work, but you can do this.
Not to mention losing 70 pounds this last year simply because my healing helped me to become more aware. I’ve leaned how to make healthier choices for myself so I can finally really LIVE the rest of it, fully, and finish well.
Oh, and I’m in love. I finally found my person. Well, he actually found and reached out to me, thank goodness. That could have only happened through my healing. I have met the man who is worthy of me. I’ve worked my ever loving ass off to get ready for this incredibly worthy man. And, in order to do so, I had to first realize my own worth. My value. I had to heal 4 unrelenting decades of trauma to return to the bliss of my early childhood, when I was still innocent, sweet, and pure…before the light went dark.
If you want to live your best life, find your greatest love, and reach your full potential, please do not put it off any longer. You can do this! Please do. I’m here. Ask me how. Love everybody!
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Renee Martin Music 